I have a secret to share
But once I do I’ll want to take it back again
It’s not time to get it off my chest
Just know when the time comes
It’s only you I want tell
Buried under a thousand lies
Forcing smiles
Crying behind my eyes
But you’ll never know
How deep my pain can go
I am not ready for the jump
My faith is gone
Cold buried in the ground
But not in you
I promise that
You do not know this
But with you my soul I do trust
Just let me have this hidden part
Take all else I have
Accept my broken heart
I have a secret to share
But once I do I’ll want to take it back again
It’s not time to get it off my chest
Just know when the time comes
It’s only you I want tell
Be patient with me
And you’ll see
That with every sunrise
I bring you deeper
Inside me
These words hang on
The tip of my tongue
And long to fall
Into the ear of someone
Who I know will not
Turn me away
When they hear what it is
I need to say
But those words won’t
Come today
I have a secret to share
But once I do I’ll want to take it back again
It’s not time to get it off my chest
Just know when the time comes
It’s only you I want tell
I keep the shadows away
Keep the nightmares at bay
But the one thing I just cannot fight
Is the fear that forms whenever I
Try to speak from the silent parts of my
Torn and fractured hidden mind
For that I need your love and time
And if you give me this I swear
I’ll let you in there
I have a secret to share
But once I do I’ll want to take it back again
It’s not time to get it off my chest
Just know when the time comes
It’s only you I want tell
I’ll let you in here