I don’t wanna be here
Not in this state of mind
When everything could crumble
In the blink of an eye
Thoughts so deep down hidden
Not even I can find
The truth in all the rubble
Of what was left behind
So turn around and leave
Just walk away
Just go
Enough of all your sweet soft words
Don’t say things I don’t wanna know
Too damaged to accept
The honesty you speak
Stop now before it goes too far
Before I’m in too deep
Pull away
Don’t touch me
Don’t make me think those thoughts
Of taking you
And having you
And pleasing all your parts
I don’t wanna be here
Not while I want you too
Don’t make me fall
Don’t make me ache
I cannot admit the truth
I’m not ready for the words
So scared of the fall
I know that all the good you give
Will make it just that hard
To turn around and run away
When all is said is done
If you love me
Don’t make me stay
Don’t let me feel the one
Keep your touch away from me
It feels too good to bare
I can’t take another heartbreak
Yet I can’t break your stare
This may all sound so strange to you
You may not understand
Just know I have my reasons for this
I just can’t admit them
To myself
I don’t wanna be alone with you
Not when it could be so easy
To let it go and forget the pain
That I carry around within me
But the way you look at me
Deep within my eyes
Makes me want to take you
On a tour inside
Pleasure and pain
Twisted and torn
On the edge of reason
Dying to let go
To lose myself in your embrace
Allow this feeling to take its place
Get lightheaded
Lose my heart
Catch my breath
Feel all the things
That scare me to death
Why can’t you just see
I just cannot be alone with you
’cause all I want
Is right before me